I tried to quit smoking. I tried really hard, made it from the New Years eve 'till two days ago. Yesterday my best fuckin friend ever told me she's in love with a guy who almost made me kill myself last year. I bought a fuckin brand new pack of fuckin cigarettes and was smoking all night with fuckin joy (:
She knows what he did to me, she was always there to comfort me when I felt like shit. She used to say she hates him even more than I did, but also helped me to get over it, so I even kinda befriended him again, but I'll never forget what he did. She used to say she wouldn't forget too. And now she claims to be in love with him and don't give a shit when I'm trying to explain to her that this guy's no good. He's a fuckin freak.
She doesn't give a damn and it scares me. I don't want her to get hurt, though sometimes I feel I could kill her for her stupidity, because mine was absolutely enough.
*...sigh.*
</emo rant>
WHY DOES IT SOUND LIKE "THE BOLD AND THE BEAUTIFUL", Jesus Christ I need a cigarette. I don't usually rant that hard, you know.
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